Regrets are a fact of life. We try to have as few as possible. I much liked your poem stating yours. My favorite lines are:

I should’ve been a teacher.
I’ve always been the most curious creature.
Maybe I’d’ve done something that meant something
With my days.

Good work, *hugs, Cat

Kelly Ann,
I know the feeling!
What I like the most about the poem, is how you provide very specific images - the white dress, the drunk father, being a teacher - but there is room to fill in the gaps. My imagination is working. I am especially curious about the line -- I could have had a daughter, as if she doesn't exist, but then you talk as if she does - we only see him in our dreams. As if you and her both are sort of imaginary lifeforms. As if you would rather be with her - the daughter that doesn't exist, living in another world together with her. You'd rather be there, playing pretend again like when you were a child. It feels that way when I read this. Very powerful.

that I was confused as to why you refer to the daughter as being [could've], and then as the Captain says, as being a reality.
Maybe just the way you said it, but I think you can do better at explaining it. A pensive look at a few regrets. ~ Geez.
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